i feel like a fucking spare tyre..hmm...whatever fuck la. .barriors are in my way although is is not suppose to be there..i could just lay in my bed wank my life away instead.dont i carry any substance?shit is the word in my mind now. inferiority doesnt seem to work the what the fuck shd work?i aint gonna take any more steps towards that miserable pit i climbed out sometime back again.i aint gonna screw any fucking shit anymore. and im starting to really realise..i aint gonna materialise any fucking shit anytime soon. ,end