ok i just read ur blog rebecca..i just want to ask u something , have u washed ur hands off me already?if u have , will u give me just one more chance? i really dont know how i can make up for it .i cant think of anything . please just give me omne chance and tell me what i can do,even if i had told u the front was, i think it would have been the same outcome , think it for urselfe. wouldnt it ,. i didnt tell anyone cause i had my problems , i dont say it out i dont want to go to anyone and tell my problems anymore because ive realised alot of things.. u should have realised that too. u should be thinking in ur head that im giving reasons to u now. but i think thatis all i have left to give and if i dont say anything ill be left helpless and i dont want to lose another one of my greatest friends, pls.pls.just one chance is all im asking for .i know how it feels to lose someone in my heart ,and things will never be the same if i lose u and even if i get u back in the ftuore i know things wont be the same cause im expericing it now .,its too complicated. . pls dont make me go through this again and u might be saying that i made my self go through this myself , i know i did the wrong thing , im sorry for what i have done and if u want u can believe me that ive stopped and i wont get on it again , .all i need is a little bit of trust .and if i have to go through this again , it has come at the worst time possible.its now or never.im sorry rebecca for what ive done and i hope u forgive me . i dont want to be like others,who wait for u to come and make the first move and forgive them or so, im pleading with u to forgive me.i dont think i can do much anymore and scars have reminded me that the past is real and i dont want more scars.pls. . end