ive decided. deifnately. . i aint going to smell anymore asses cause ive been smelling asses for too long and the smeel is right up in my head and i want to let it all out ,so i will do as i say. i will let ppl either smell my ass or stand beside me . i aint going to be the fucking 3rd party anymore. 1st party, 2nd party.and thats it nothing else cause i ain gonna be involved. . ruby has asked me to teach her ACCOUNTS. haha. lolx. i will ask my tuition teacher teach me the topic she ask cause its the same topic im learning as well and teach her . i owe her.here comes the rain again falling from the stars.. drenched in the - again becoming who we are. ive become who i really am and i like it that way. so many ppl are still making other look at them with pity and i really dont understand why they do it,its as though the ppl want the whole world to know what they are going through and why?is pity really a nice thing to absorb?if its 1 or 2 ppl its okay. but the whole world knows and ....i aint bothered and i aint entertaining as ive said . come to me and seek pity and ill say ya okay . . might be going for the school band concert at NYJC later. if my dad allows cause im grounded remember . lols. . i should be changing my blog address very soon . so take notice please...end,