yup.u deserve it man. u totally deserve it. u have what it takes to be where u are today. im happy for u. hmm. exam , accounts today. yesterday went to town with jon , soonseng,rebecca and herman to study . all were broke. went to Toys "r" us . lol played with so many tows. i topples a few boxes too. . er. y dont they put themselves in ur shoes and see. ? im getting too lazy . i dont study . i was dragged up here now im dropped here and i seem to be trying to pull my self up without that support i had last year. ah fuck it. Everybodies got their problems,everybody says the same thing,its just a matter how u solve them.. so are we still waiting for this world to stop hating? ive finally started to save. planning to go back packing after o levels with , davina and hakim confirmed. cant wait. i have to be honest and ill say that im definately not ok on my own. y do i keep dragging. y cant it just fuck it. so fuck it for now at least.System of a down new album part one is coming out may 17, Mezmerize the first part. ill be getting as soon as it arrives n spore. end.