part 1 - Balls to my results.ive practically failed everything, failed maths paper 1 ,failed combined humanities(best subject) , failed physics, and failed accounts. Only hope now is my TAMIL(weakest subject) and english . and hope my chemistry is great and my maths paper 2 is also great. ahh. lucky its only mid year. i have asked ruby about tuition the man increased the price by 5 bucks man..!! does he have girl discount or something?ill be starting in the beginning on june and that will be the time where i really step up. this mid year results really have dis-couraged me . i felt like quitting sec 5 .but im grateful to the people who are around me , u know who yall are for getting me back on track.Hopefully prelims ill do ok and do my best for o levels . no no more hopefully ill make it reality. part 2 - AND I JUST REALISED SOMETHING AFTER A LONG LONG LONG TIME, it was my mistake all along and i didnt realise it. i commited the damn mistake and im paying the price for it.And im totally willing to mend all the broken pieces together once again. part 3 -yesterday night my dad talked to me and my siblings. LOL. about taking over him and all. he talk cock all , so damn unfair sia he.nvm . i m his next hope . and ill do what i can just for the sake of making kabeer proud. BTW parents meeting next week . im dead. im not going to tell my parents about my results until the teachers tell them themselves. im too balless. part 4 - i was reading all the previous testimionals on friendster the other day and soo many touched me . non concerning girls but the way we used to praise each other and now scold each other. to be honest i dont mind having those days back , not only i want them back but davin too. well ill just let the future decide. part 5 - EnD.