I guess what Ruby said was true, In fact i have to agree with her a 100%.Its sad but true. this is what she said "relationships that teens get into, rarely blossom into marriage. and the hurt is so deep. i guess i have grown to fear that kind of hurt. my speedy recovery is based on this, if he can do it once, whats to stop him from doing it again? so i dont want him back. then i was thinking.. what about the next guy i'm going to meet? am i going to have the time of my life only to have it end again? and face that dreaded pain as raw as the first time i ever got my heart broken? what more if the relationship holds more memories? (i.e lasted a longer time). i dont know.." For me it shall be a she. It sucks doesnt it. i suppose im going to follow ruby's trend of not falling in love now. But i amde a mistake of already falling and the suffering is still on going but when i start getting back up. Things are going to be totally different.It all about the future.the thing is getting back up on my feet is the toughest thing to do. well lets see what tmr has installed for me.end ,
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